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I’m just sad. Hais. Sad over a trivial thing, i know, i know.
But first. Maple! I’m 97 =). 3 more levels to 100… 23 to 4th job. ugh.
I’m kinda in a moody mood now. Sian.
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Wish it was that simple.
Sometimes i wonder if i matter you know. Matter just that enough for someone to want to be with me. Guess i’ll forever be alone. Lol.
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Haiz. I guess i’m just bitter, bitter, bitter. I really thought for once i would matter… Guess not. Ah. but that’s supposed to be a trivial thing. I’m not supposed to make a mountain out of a molehill.
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Sigh.
I still feel like a ‘forever alone’ kid, you know. I don’t fit in with my siblings, don’t fit in with my class, don’t fit in with my friends. I’m a frigging nerd sometimes, looking for science stuff sometimes with that craze, yet i can’t share with anyone cause no one cares.
Do it a little more and people call you either a nerd, geek or just pain arrogant.
And yes, there out there, people are suffering worse than me YES I KNOW. Ugh
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I’m lovesick, just wanna do something crazy and regret it at the later part of my life. Just to see if anyone cares. Just to see if i matter…
Damn i need to see a shrink. Damn feelings ruining this whole thing. and my headache’s coming back. zzz
Ugh. Must-Stay-Positive.
Lets go with some quotes.
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True that.
Oh yeah i found a very nice science channel. Youtube : ScienceChannel.
Its very informative. I especially like the head rush and the How It’s Made Minisodes. ๐ Very cool! I always liked making things.. well not really but its kinda cool to see how a big bigbigbigbig thing is made out of from small things.
http://www.youtube.com/user/ScienceChannel
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I think if i did that i’ll have tons and tons of jars.
and sometimes i really really don’t know what you want.
Wait. must go positive.
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hey lovesick IS positive. LOL
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He’s a remarkable man.
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I know this isn’t positive, but it sure is true.
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Don’t feel like working. Just when i do… Nevermind.
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Awwww.
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There’s no happy ending…
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True that. I slipped many a times but fell only a little
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Where is he?ย
K am done. Feeling better now. =) Amazing how ranting helps.
-shz
Stop hurting my friend bitches. To hell with you. If you’re upset blog it out like i do. Idiots. Ruin your friendship withย juvenile plays. Dumbasses.ย