would people not want to be my friends if i don’t do well? D: 

you know… things are going to get better, somehow. Just believe in it. No matter how bad it seems like now, it will get better. Time heals wounds. Not all, but some will get better. And believe me, i know. Some things don’t just fade away. They just numb off. Sometimes the numbness runs off and you feel the pain again. But somehow, sometime later, it will be numb again. 

Tumblrz

 

How true

😀

 

i have yet to.

And me, i do both 😀

Each to their own.

And i realised that i’m never going to be good enough.

LOL

😮

I know. I’m trying!

Haha. Pride dictates me to.

 

-shz

 

 

 

-Song Introduction-

-Coldplay Every Teardrop Is A Waterfall Lyrics + Ringtone Download-

Self-Opinions.

 

Was thinking again today — yes i know i shouldn’t think too much. But you know.. Things just happen so i just think. 😀

and yes at some point in time i’m going to wander away from the topic so… :X

Reality is harsh, cruel and all… And somehow trying to express that to people makes people think you’re emo. And somehow along the way after many people calls you “Emo”, you go ahead and think hey yeah i’m emo. Boo yeah. (i mean. thats for me .)

Sometimes it’s a little hard to look away from the bad side of life and look at the good sides. I can name u tens and thousands (just a phrase not true! rawr!) of reasons why reality is cruel. Competition is steep ; Its a “Survivor of the Fittest” in this world ; Everyone is selfish no one is selfless (i personally disagree but yeah) ; etc etc.

That brings me to self opinions somehow. Been thinking a lot these few days. Had bad moments and all… Sometimes i just feel as though i’m a little burden yet i weigh a lot.

And sometimes knowing that doesn’t really help. I remember my close friend told me – Truth hurts.

I don’t know… Its a lot easier to fall into an abyss than trying to crawl out of it.

Its a lot easier to fall and never get up.

But …

Its so true. No one is going to pull you along forever. Granted, there might be exceptions but those are RARE people. Granted there will be people who will pull you along here and there but never for the entire journey.

And sometimes you have to believe in yourself because if not no one will.

Just like if you tell someone you know this particular thing but you say it in a tentative tone, no one will believe you. – And this, i know. Seen it many many times. But i’m not one to confirm things when i’m not sure..

Sigh. Nevermind. I don’t have the mood to continue on with this post.

 

-Shz

name my good points – nil. name my bad points – selfish, burden, dependent, cunning – as my mom puts it when i twist words around for fun, rude – as my siblings put it when hypocrisy is the next option, hypocrite – believe me ; everyone is one at some pt of time , etc etc. 

 

 

 

Update

So anyways i’m posting again because that DAMN maple won’t let me download the patch!

Oh why does that remind me of Mr Wee. :X 

So anyways just here to update anyway. Today i went school to study Physics. Did TYS till chapter 16. Heee!

I share the same sentiment.

Hee. So anyways I WANNA PLAY MAPLE T.T; MY POOR IMP IS GONNA DIE!

Cute right! Like a potato with eyes carved out!

 

So anyways D: there’s a funeral down at the HDB block. D: Not that i’m complaining but i feel sad ><; RIP D:

 

So anyways DAMN IT MAPLE MY PET IS GOING TO DIEEEEEE NOOOOOOOO

D:.

 

Anyways that’s it. Bye~

 

-shz

its listed as comedy cause i was hoping this post would make people laugh o.o;; – HEY i added the photos for a reason! :X

 

 

More quotes. :X

How true. Hum. ><

I agree. No one seem to bother. Its like “hey you’re a kid you have no stress. YOU’RE LUCKY you don’t have to worry about bills and bla bla bla” . Right. As if.

I gave up trying long ago.

hahas.

Cause sometimes i can’t and you need to remind me that happiness is contagious.

The grass is greener on the other side. Always.

Adele song ;D

Insecurity

And if you’re wondering why i’m posting. Its cause maple doesn’t want to let me play D:

 

One door opens to another door closed

Ah the old saying – Misery loves company

 

I think its How to love by Lil Wayne

 

-Song(s) Introduction-

-On Your Own by We Are The In Crowd-

well i shouldve known that you would move on and on and on without me.

-David Cook – Fade Into Me Lyrics-

Fade into me, fade into you,
Two of us melting together until we become something new,
We can’t escape,
And watch the world chasing to find us,
Both of us hidden from view,
If you, fade into me, fade into me.

-Craig David – Unbelievable (lyrics)-

When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost,
I cant help but break down, and cry.
Ohh yeah, break down and cry.

-Beyonce – If I Were A Boy (Lyrics)-

I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

-Taio Cruz feat. Flo Rida – Hangover – Lyrics-

Nice tune :O

Love Electric by Quick Quick Danger (Lyrics)

Singaporean-made song i think O_O!? Unbelievable lol 😡

Our love’s electric, this love’s electric.

-The Fray – Heartbeat (Official Lyric Video)-

‘Cause love someone, love them all the same.
If you LOVE someone, love them all the same

-Daughtry “Crawling Back To You” With Lyrics (New Single 2011)-

Time can heal, but the scars only hide the way you feel,
And it’s hard to forget how I left you hanging
On by a thread, when everything is said, I will regret it, yeah,
I was doin’ alright, thought I could make it,
Then I see your face and it’s hard to fake it.

-Angel With A Shotgun by The Cab [Lyrics]-

They say before you start a war
You better know what you’re fighting for

-Christina Perri – A Thousand Years (Official Lyric Video)-

Cool sia.

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

-He Is We (featuring Owl City) – All About Us [music and lyrics][HQ]-

Cause lovers dance when they’re feeling in love
Spotlight shining, its all about us
its all about us
And every heart in the room will melt
This is a feeling I’ve never felt
but its all about us

-Justin Bieber – Mistletoe-

It’s the most beautiful time of the year
Lights fill the streets spreading so much cheer
I should be playing in the winter snow
But I’mma be under the mistletoe

Randomness!

Trust me, don’t.

How true.

So anyways today was oh-kay despite yesterday being a sucky day. Hahas. Okay maybe just a sucky night cause yesterday was a blast 😀 @ AMK Heh

Hahas. 😀 Fun fun fun. So anyways i think i shall go listen to the songs HC introduce and post up some songs. Cya in the next post :X. Heh. Or maybe the one you’ve just seen… like… Uh. Above? If i post it later it will be above oh wait nevermind.

To hell with this dumb quote. XD Cuz’ if you can’t take people at their worst you sure as well don’t deserve them at their best. 

-Shz.

Oh people, i wish i could follow everything i’ve said i wanted to be. 

no one listens anymore.