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the stress is eating me away.
I really miss the old days. The days where dad was around. I never cared about anything or anyone. I’m really tired. Really really tired of acting like I care and like I didn’t care.

I’m so tired. So, so, so tired. Maybe I’m PMSing. So tired. Too tired. So much feelings

Sometimes I wish I was less of a hypocrite. Just 4 more years to go, and I can never care about her anymore. Haha. Just keep being a hypocrite. I just wish I could distance myself away from her. Maybe I should have taken chemistry. Sigh. sometimes I really cannot stand her attitude. Sigh. Thank goodness our career paths will be different. Sigh. Angsty. Somehow she reminds me a little about px. The kind that doesn’t really care. Insensitive.. There’s good and there’s bad. But I don’t know. Sigh.
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